Today's post is all for my ger. But first of all=)

It is supposed to be 31st de.. but since November month has no 31st, today shall be our 1st month then =)

Baby Girl,
There are many things I want to tell you but really don't know how. Even when I am typing this blog i still figuring out how to type this in proper words. I am not really good in expressing myself and sometimes even say things that might make people upset. Yet you were always understanding and forgiving to me, patient with all my clumsiness and stupid mistakes. I really thank you.

Yesterday when I was working, you say you were having fever on your way back home. I really had the adrenaline rush to just dump my work aside and just fly to your side to take care of you. You will probably say i am exaggerating but, that is how important you are to me, that nothing must ever happen to you.. It really made me feel so guilty that both times you were sick and both times I wasn't by your side, like a love one should be doing. What made it even worse yesterday was when you told me you went out was because you were buying presents for me, and after that you down with fever. From this moment, I realise, you have been integrated into my life fully, your every action and well-being will affect my daily lifestyle and emotions.. In simple words, I won't do without you..

You asked me, will my parents accept you for who you are? will they give us blessings? that really made me start to think. and I want to tell you this, JOCELYN KOH, you are See Tong Wai's GIRLFRIEND. No matter what happens, you are still my sweetheart. And if I can hold my own destiny, I even want to marry you, be my pretty wife=), and our parents will give us their sincerest acceptance...

Psst. Tell you a secret.. I put this picture as my desktop wallpaper, and my mom saw it, and she thinks you are pretty and nice girl =).. I really want to bring you to go see her soon, so she will like you even more, just as I am right now..


I think I have said this one too many times and you are probably sick and tired of it already, but I still want to say it: I LOVE YOU. I love you for who you are, not what you resemble of my past. I love both your good points and your bad points. I LOVE both your left side and your right side. I LOVE YOU BEST when you smile=) Even though you have never said it to me these 3 words before, I still love you... and it will never change~

Ok, enough mushiness for a day... Faster recover and go out with me ok? I'm dying to bring you to many nice places...